Friday, March 16, 2012

Why Do I Keep Disappearing?



The meal finished without more than ten words spoken. Even Alisha was silent, able to feel the discomfort in the room. It was a simple meal, only some bread and rabbit, but Tom imagined it was more filling than he or Alisha had eaten in a while.
                Esaria stood. “I will excuse myself if you will let me.” She went back into a bedroom and closed the door quietly.
                Sarid rolled his eyes. “You are going to make my father furious.” He smirked. “Though I don’t mind you as much as him,” he said, walking over to Alisha. He lifted her chin up, trying to catch her gaze. “Alisha. Such a pretty name. Very pretty for a slave.”
                Tom growled. “Don’t touch her,” he said, standing and stepping closer.
                Alisha stared at Sarid, unable to move, frozen in fear.
                “Oh?” Sarid said, almost seeming happy Tom was so angry. “And you will do what? Can’t hurt me unless you want to lose the job you’re obviously desperate for.” He put his hand by his side. “A boy apprenticed to a seamstress. I imagine that will go wonderfully when you are older, if the apprenticeship even goes through. My father will probably stop it before it even starts,” he said coolly.
                Tom yanked Alisha away. He was enraged. It took so much effort not to plant his fist right on the arrogant boy’s smirk. He was stuck again. Always stuck between keeping his job and fighting the injustice. “I said, don’t touch her,” he growled.
                Sarid nodded. “Oh, yes. Whatever you say, Thomas.” He bowed mockingly low. He snickered. Suddenly, there was banging at the door. The smirk grew. “Why don’t you get it?”
                The bedroom door swung open and Esaria came out in a hurry. “Tom, Alisha, upstairs. Go. I will get it. Sarid… Please go to your room.”
                Tom bowed his head and pulled Alisha to the room, glad to get away from the boy. Sarid stayed where he was, though. He crossed his arms and leaned against the wall. Just as Tom stepped onto the last step, he glimpsed a large, drunk man entering the house. Tom closed his eyes. No. Please no.

Alisha sat on the bed, hugging her knees. “I like her, Tom, but I don’t like him. At all,” she said quietly.
                Tom shook his head. “No, I don’t like him either.” He waited by the door, listening. It was quiet right now. “But I did tell you I wouldn’t let anything happen to you.” But there was a limit to what he could do… He just hoped Esaria would be around to make sure her son didn’t get out of check. “It’ll be fine.”
                Then came yelling. As much as Tom could guess, it was the father. He grimaced and closed his eyes. He ran a hand through his hair. It couldn’t end this soon, but he knew it was best he didn’t interfere or try. Esaria sent them away, and he had learned the hard way to stay far from a drunk in a bad mood. To stay away from any drunk, truthfully. He sighed and glanced at Alisha, who was staring at him.
                “What’s going on, Tom?”
                Tom had given up on lying to her. He would eventually end up lying about everything. He couldn’t and wouldn’t change life. “We aren’t wanted. Esaria hired us, but neither her son nor her husband thinks it’s a good idea. I might be fired soon enough.”
                Alisha frowned. “And then we will have to go back to the other house? I like this place better. It’s… livelier. Please don’t make us go back.”
                “It’s not my choice, Alisha.” Tom shrugged and sat on the other side of the bed. He was tired of hearing the argument from downstairs.
                She stared at him. “But, you, you won’t ignore me again, will you, Tom? That is your choice, isn’t it?” she asked hopefully.
                Tom grimaced. “I can’t be with you all the time. When Esaria has me work, you can’t always come with me. I’m only trying to get you to your father. Don’t you miss him?”
                Alisha’s eyes immediately began filling with tears. “I miss him awfully!” She hugged Tom. “And my room and my slaves and my toys… Oh, Tom!” She cried into him.
                “No! I mean, Alisha!” Tom groaned and pushed her off him. “I will take you to him. For now, I must stay and work. If not, I will be a slave forever. You will never stop being royalty. It is in your blood. I have to work for everything I get,” he said bitterly. She still knew nothing. He just needed her to understand.
                Alisha wiped her tears. “But take me home soon. I need to get home.” She hugged herself tightly.
                “Yes, I know,” he sighed. No one had to do whatever he said.
                The door opened, revealing Sarid. He frowned as he saw Alisha. He took her hand. “What’s the matter, beautiful?”
                Tom pulled Sarid away. “What did I say about touching her?” he spat.
                Sarid ignored Tom. He brushed Alisha’s hair out of her face. “Listen, I can see Tommy here isn’t taking care of you too well, but I know how to treat a lady.”
                Alisha trembled. “Please don’t touch me…”
                “I don’t bite.” Sarid whispered. He stroked her cheek, causing her to flinch. He stood. “You both are to go downstairs and see my father. Sorry about this, Alisha. But I could convince my father to let you both stay.”
                “I’m sure you did,” Tom growled and shoved Sarid away again, ignoring the pain it caused himself. He swallowed. Why was everyone against him? Where was the old captain now? Sarid rolled his eyes and left the room. Tom held his hand out to Alisha. “Come on.”
                Alisha let him help her up. “Tom.”
                “I will do what I can, Alisha.”

“I can’t believe you got two of them!” the man growled.
                Esaria closed her eyes. “I only expected one. I’m sorry.” She stepped closer to them.
                Tom stared at his feet, not daring to look up. Alisha was looking at Esaria, frightened by the man. He was a fat man, but richly clothed. His thin, greying hair was groomed well, though it was slightly askew from his evening at the tavern. His face was red with anger. Sarid stood not far his father, appearing smug. Yes, Tom could clearly see him arguing for he and Alisha to stay. Stay in the gutters and the streets.
                “They are filthy! Look at them! The boy has no shoes and with his hair like that I couldn’t even be sure he has eyes! Has he just been beaten? Unsurprising for his kind. The girl, well, we might be able to sell her hair,” the man spat.
                Alisha gasped and grabbed her hair.
                Sarid frowned. “Come on, Father. Let the poor girl keep her hair.” He smiled at Alisha.
                “Please, Ruvr. You have plenty to work in your shop. Let me have the boy. Please,” Esaria begged.
                Ruvr turned on Esaria. “Because I have the real business! Your petty little thread shack is nothing. I need the workers and you don’t. I am the man of this family until I die, and then Sarid is. You listen to him and you listen to me.” His hand shot out across her face and she recoiled.
                Sarid’s smirk only slightly faded at the action. Tom bristled at the sight.
                “Please,” Esaria whispered, shrinking from Ruvr.
                The man spat. “Fine. But do not ask me for money to pay them or more money for thread.” He stormed into the bedroom, slamming the door behind him.
                A smile played on Sarid’s face. He took Alisha’s hand and kissed it. “Goodnight, fair lady.”
                Tom growled at Sarid, but the older boy just ruffled Tom’s hair and retired to his own room.
                Esaria sighed and collapsed on a chair, holding back tears. She felt the bruise on her cheek. Alisha walked over to her, and the woman smiled weakly. “Goodnight, Alisha. I apologize for my son and my husband’s actions. I hold no control over them. And goodnight, Tom. You begin work tomorrow. We shall go to the office first thing in the morning.”
                Tom bowed slightly and nodded. Her voice did not allow for arguing. He pulled Alisha away and they went upstairs. As soon as she touched the bed, Alisha was asleep. Tom laid out the blankets on the floor and lay down. He began to worry about the job and getting Alisha to her father, but he was already asleep before he managed to consider much.

No comments: